what should i do?

i wish i could pour out all of these lingering things in my brain.  i have so many plots and agendas inside but didn't have the courage to let them out naturally. How...How??.....even if the they were just my imagination, surely, they have made me a lot more happier...by thinking of them only enough to bring  bright smiles on my face...shouldn't we all have to be happy these days? a lot of terrible things happen...inflation, global warming, hunger, etc...people becoming less human, greed is everywhere and power is conquering the innocents. 

well,....see....i couldn't continue anymore...of course there are a lot more in my thought!

TO BE CONTINUED...

Weekend Coverage

::Saturday::

well, the thought of waking up late at least 9.30am, was not happened. i was woken up at 7.00am  by my sister asking to send her to school for her rowing camp.

Cannot say NO, then i went.  Angel was still sleeping..

when i reached home, she already woke up, we had breakfast, and spent the whole morning  in front of the PC watching YouTube.  That is one of the things we have in common,

we could sit in front of the PC just to watch youtube!.  of course her favorite video will be Tom and Jerry and  mine is...well, dramas!!!!

well, we did take a break for taking shower together, then, continue with youtube some more until almost 11.30. Cooking time, take a break to help in the kitchen, gave Angel her lunch.  Since she woke up quite early in the morning, her afternoon  nap was just after her lunch. She didn't nap long though,...

At 1.00pm, everyone was getting ready...time to go to the Airport

Angel's Grandpa and Grandma will be flying back to Miri.

As Angel always said:: "you can't go 'pui doh', the police locked the airport!" well, that was how she expressed her feeling of refusing her grandpa and grandma to leave her. pity Angel, she cried at the Airport.  That's life sweetheart...come and go is what makes life goes on! that particular Saturday is over, anyway :)

::Sunday::
Again, could not make my 9.30 morning wake up happened. She still have her rowing camp even on Sunday. what to do, this time, i went together with Angel.  She woke up as soon as i woke up, so
no reason to leave her at home.  She was well behaved though in the car. you go girl! And again, after settling everything ( breakfast, shower and etc) it was time to sit in front of the pc for our daily dose of YouTube.  This mother and daughter could give a BIG headache to the man of the house who is a husband and a father..hahahhaha..
well, honey, you know us more than we know ourselves...is that right???? Sunday is the best!!!! Relaxing doing the things we like the most which is::: just DOING NOTHING::


anyway, cant wait to see you though....miss you this much!!!!
(^___^)

terkena TAG rupanya...::sorry, lambat post::

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :

adalah beberapa individu yang tak berapa nak sesuai untuk dijadikan husband

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
lagu dari blog Suhana sebab masa aku jwp ni, blog dia aku buka untuk copy paste soklan :)

3. Mungkin saya patut:
membeli iPad secepat yang mungkin...selepas membeli MACbook Pro!

(eh..tak-tak...beli tiket kapal terbang dulu nak balik kampung husband) heheehe

4. Saya suka :
lepak tepi pantai, berayun dalam buaian sambil mendengar lagu dari iPod dan membaca novel ( so sad, cannot do that type of activities here in Putrajaya)

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
The Haruss dan beberapa individu lain yang bukan ahli The Haruss :)
 6.Saya tak paham :

bahasa korea :: i think i gonna learn a little, i wanna understand what they said in their movies and dramas::

7.Saya kehilangan :

kelemumur setelah bertukar shampoo ke Loreal...and liking it! my hair become so nice, and manageable, didn't  you notice??

8.Ramai yang berkata :
tak risau/takut ker suami duk jauh???...actually, saya risau kalau dia jatuh sakit or tak sihat jer...yang lain tu tak risau aper pun.

9.Makna nama saya :
nama saya adalah satu kata nama yang glamerr!!!terkenal diseluruh dunia.

10.Cinta itu adalah :
Hak Milik Setiap Insan
11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :

leka menonton tv
12.Saya akan cuba :
menggembirakan keluarga dan kawan2

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
forever until infinitum.....beyond reach
14.Telefon bimbit saya :
iPhone 16GB first Malaysia version...and Sony E...which is really handy!!! i love both

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
in the morning??... i kiss my Angel first.

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
ada orang yang ingin lebih dalam segalanya daripada orang lain...we should think this way: apa yang aku ada tidak semestinya kau pun ada dan apa yang kau ada tidak semestinya aku pun ada::got it?::

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
bergembira bersama orang-orang yang menghargai anda setulusnya!!!

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :

Rabbit lerrr...selain dari puppy

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
15-25  :: i wish i could go back to that age:: and of course 28 onwards where i met my husband and be his forever...::Saranghea::
20.Hari ini :
aku berehat dan bermalas-malasan di rumah....

21.Malam ini saya akan :
sambung menonton drama...ape lagi??... :)

22.Esok pula saya akan :
berehat lagi sebab hari Ahad..:)
23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :
supaya setiap masa boleh bersama Hubby dan Angel.  Just the three of us!!!! 

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
haish....kenapalah kulit muka aku tak setulus/semulus kulit Angel???:)

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
dua-dua aku suka--apatah lagi kalau bersama hubby lagi best!!

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
sushi...and more sushi and wasabi

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap:
bilik terang kalau nak mekap dan baca buku...bilik samar2 kalau tidur...tak suka bilik gelap::i hate darkness::

28.Makanan segera adalah :
something to have for instant hunger...hahahaha

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?

seseorang tu sapa ya? tak dpt jawap soklan ni...aku tak paham

30.Siapa yang anda nak Tag?

tak der nak Tag saper...sebab rasanya The Haruss dah pun jawap soklan tag nih....

My Lyrics :)

::korean version::--without words

Hajimal geol geuraesseo moreuncheok haebeorilgeol
Anboineun geotcheoreom bolsueopneun geotcheoreom
Neol aye bojimalgeol geuraetnabwa

Domangchil geol geuraesseo motdeuleuncheok geureolgeol
Deutjido motaneun cheok
Deuleul su eopneun geotcheoreom
Aye ne sarang deutji aneulgeol

Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga

Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo

Wae ireoke apeunji wae jagguman apeunji
Neol bolsu eopdaneungeon
Nega eopdaneungeo malgo
Modu yejeongwa ddokgateungeonde

Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga

Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata

Maldo eopsi nunmuli heulleonaeryeo
Maldo eopsi gaseumi muneojyeoga

Maldo eopneun sarangeul gidarigo
Maldo eopneun sarangeul apahago
Neoksi nagabeoryeo baboga doebeoryeo
Haneulman bogo unigga

Maldo eopsi ibyeoli nareulchaja
Maldo eopsi ibyeoli naegewaseo
Junbido motago neol bonaeyahaneun
Naemami nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo

Maldo eopsi watdaga
Maldo eopsi ddeonaneun
Jinagan yeolbyeongcheoreom jamsi apeumyeon doenabwa
Jageun hyungteoman namgedoenigga

::english lyrics::

I shouldnt have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didnt see it, like I couldnt see it
I shouldnt have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away,
I should have pretended I wasnt listening
like I didnt hear it, like I couldnt hear it
I shouldnt have heard your love in the first place

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me

Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Because it came without a word.
Why does it hurt so much?

Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore
And that you’re not here anymore
Otherwise it’s the same as before

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised

test

test

Wide awake

Something really bothering me, how come my eyes stay wide open when its really time for them to officially close? Lingering.... Is it because i miss you this much?
Arghh.... I do really miss you, beyond words :(
what should i do? The urge of seeing you is unbearable, i thought i could just pretend not to miss you, but, i guess i cant lie to myself.
Miss you, honey.
I need you...:(